you already knew before you saw my reddish lips lick my anticipation,
grabbing with your arms around, knowing how to do, knowing what to do,
you knew you wanted that deathly fill into your body, again and again,
some fresh meat – yum! yum!

you waited for your own craziness, for my needs, you could not satisfy,
oh lullaby of my straight away, you lay in the grass, as ants pierced that soft skin,
with your dark large glasses and crew cut hair, you knew all along,
this heart – it will be all fair, it will be all gain, for that very second;

looking at dark legs into the sun, your smirk, it all has been done before,
a copy of a copy of a copy made by a copy – unknowing, fantastic,
smiling crazily running to the phone, with giggly laugh,
filled with cocaine in your hand,

what all that tight holding of your scream, my rage turned on,
you sacrificed another calf, another offering to the gods,
red rose buds, bleeding slowly, waiting time, for a fake story,
a whisper of a fantasy, I dreamed of, and all forgotten,

turned off, thrown out onto that corner, waiting to get picked up again,
for that one last time.

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